Monday, May 25, 2009
hmm, such a pretty little girl. omg, he's only 20? well how on earth is she provided for?
this is how this summer's looking like..everyday
WEEKDAYS
Football Camp 1: 7am-12pm -- $500 per week
Deaf Camp 2: 1-5pm -- $700 per week
Victoria Secrets: 6-11 -- $278.75 per week %*#@taxes*^!
EMT: 12am-6am -- FREE (internship, figures)
WEEKENDS
Victoria Secret's: 9am-4pm -- $150 per weekend %*#@taxes*^!
Physical Training: 7pm-11pm -- $200 per weekend
$1,828 per week x 13 weeks of summer = $$$ or, $23,773.75 (more or less)
baha, im not even JOKING. that's dedicationnnn
without a condom on.
no regrets kids,
no regrets
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
nahhhh, i'm [that dude] cause i actually picked you"
so while being reunited with my best friend, Chris, (niggas dont have to be gay because they're best friends lmao) and i was updating him on my current girl situation and how this summer is about to be pretty lonely and he said all i needed to do was lower my standards. that got me very, VERY, pissed...because my standards are pretty basic...
you must either love Kid Cudi, or let me rock with him.
you must understand that i'm a dad before i'm a boyfriend, that goes without saying.
you must be down to chill with the boys from time to time, after all, they were there before you and chances are, they'll last longer than you.
you must have SOME kind of purpose in life. idc if you wanna be a nail artist person or whatever, as long as you have GOALS and driveeee.
you musttt get along with every single one of my 6 sisters, they must approve. even the 9 year old.
you must understand that there are going to be days where i had a rough day at practice, rough day at work, rough day in class and i just DON'T WANNA TALK..don't push me
you must understand, that i battle vertigo and SSD, and multiple injuries every day of the year and that i can't always go out when you want to..
you must be confident. don't expect me to shower you with compliments, and don't go fishing for 'em either. i'll give em out where they're due lol
girl, you don't even have to COOK..i got thatttt
oh, and on that note
Friday, May 8, 2009
6 days til Sidney's 3rd birthday
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
lemme start with my unwavy fact.
GIRLS WHO WEAR PJ'S OUT THE HOUSE! na , guys too i can't evn lie.
that's not cooooooooooool! lmao shit makes me laugh. like some shit is for HOME and some shit is for going out in public feel me? im not saying niggas hopped outta bed and left the house and shit, most of them shower and put on a clean pair of pj's like wtf? UGGS with that lol my mother (Lauria the GREAT) says it makes u look sloppy, [that goes with a BIG fuck you if you ain't feelin it] and i agree. funny thing is, my girl wears pajamas out the house on a regular basis lol don't worry, i be gettin on her about it too. but c'mon bloggers and bloggettes! look somewhat presentable when you leave the crib.
in other news
my day sucked like a fuckin hoe. fuckin woke up at 4am to go meet the team in Cocoa Beach, went on a 4k run at 10 in the AM, like coach ain't even let us unpack lol went to brunch, checked out the girls lacrosse and softball players, went on ANOTHER run, had practice came back and showered. now i'm on the phone with the love of my life. Yea, my daughter =D bout to head to dinner and more practice since our first scrimmage is tomorrow. and then to DISNEYWORLDDDDDD tomorrow afternoon. of all the countries/continents i've been to, never been to disney world so im more hype than anyone in this world right now lmao
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
is it wrong to think that i had part of my adolescence snatched away? no...yet i can't blame any one BUT myself, for my choices. idk what kind of trouble i'd be if that little girl wasn't born, BELEEEEH DATTTT. she forced me to become a man, a better person. it's like, speeding was MY speed limit before her, now i'm probably going below the speed limit because i know that not just my sorry ass life is in danger, but hers too. and it's like when i get all my paychecks, the first sum of money i take out is her $100 a week day care, $200 in the bank for her college/emergency fund, and then the rest i can buy like a shirt or something for myself lol it's like the only true love i have in my heart is for that girl. if she's crying, im somewhere holding back tears, u know when ur face starts hurting and your eyes burn lmao MOST OF ALL, she taught me respect for the whole female species! everytime i see a nigga do something stupid to a female, i ask them "how would you feel if someone treated your daughter, mother, sister, aunt,neice,cousin that way?" and that hits close to home cause i WISH a nigga would disrespect my daughter, ahhhh that'll be the day lmao physically, im getting older by the day, just like you. mentally, i'm 31 years old because of all the crazy and different things i've learned and experienced just in these past 3 years with Sid. give her her credit!
she made the man you see here today....
Friday, January 30, 2009
Fact - had an MRI on monday,for my knee (torn meniscus and ACL), and i'm going to need another surgery in june to fully cure me of my buckling knees.
Highlight - im now a certified EMT :) basically because im sure that i want to work in the emergency room in college. so yea, imma start my volunteer EMT/EMS work in the summertime and i'll get to even DRIVE the ambulance =]]]]] we all know how i like to drive fassssssssst
Highlight - my sister-in-law (Raydell's wife) is pregnant with not one, but TWO babies due in april. who gets to name em? I DO, cause i got to name all of my neices and nephews (Cassidy,Cameron Jr, Taylor) and for these two (boy and girl), i have no idea. becauseeeeee i still got like 3 months or so.
Lowlight - college is getting really hard...im used to fuckin whizzing by everything at bumass NYU, but professors at UPENN play NO types of games. i have about 5 chapters of my organic chemistry 21 chapter outline / analysis done.. and get this, it's due tuesday morningggggg! Organic chemistry is THE hardest class i've ever taken in my life, believeeeeeee thaaaattttt
Lowlight - SIDNEY SWALLOWED A QUARTER! 4 hrs in the emergency room, keeping those X-rays to embarrass her ass when she graduates HS.
Lowlight - forgot the 10 month-i-versary with the girlfriend. she gave me the cold shoulder and i didn't know why. remembered like an asshole the next day. why are dates so important to some females?
Fact - i'm having a root canal tomorrow =[
Sunday, December 7, 2008
and everybody's like "ohhhhh,awwwww,omgggggggggg"
and im just like staring at her..she realized it cause she starts
hitting me in the face lmao and she saw snow for the first time
in her lifeeeeeeeeee today, so i hadddd to take her outside in the jumper.
and the reason im writing about this..
is cause i dont understandddd, how a nigga can walk away from something
that he doesn't even know. i mean, i guess it's easy to walk away before they're born
cause u dont know the kid, and got no emotional attachment to em
but really, that's jus a bitch ass,weak ass,pussy ass move
if u couldn't provide, shoulda wrapped that shit up.
like looking at my daughter, i couldn't just walk out and never see her again
