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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I'm 19 with a baby girl going on 3, just four days before i turn 20.
is it wrong to think that i had part of my adolescence snatched away? no...yet i can't blame any one BUT myself, for my choices. idk what kind of trouble i'd be if that little girl wasn't born, BELEEEEH DATTTT. she forced me to become a man, a better person. it's like, speeding was MY speed limit before her, now i'm probably going below the speed limit because i know that not just my sorry ass life is in danger, but hers too. and it's like when i get all my paychecks, the first sum of money i take out is her $100 a week day care, $200 in the bank for her college/emergency fund, and then the rest i can buy like a shirt or something for myself lol it's like the only true love i have in my heart is for that girl. if she's crying, im somewhere holding back tears, u know when ur face starts hurting and your eyes burn lmao MOST OF ALL, she taught me respect for the whole female species! everytime i see a nigga do something stupid to a female, i ask them "how would you feel if someone treated your daughter, mother, sister, aunt,neice,cousin that way?" and that hits close to home cause i WISH a nigga would disrespect my daughter, ahhhh that'll be the day lmao physically, im getting older by the day, just like you. mentally, i'm 31 years old because of all the crazy and different things i've learned and experienced just in these past 3 years with Sid. give her her credit!
she made the man you see here today....
is it wrong to think that i had part of my adolescence snatched away? no...yet i can't blame any one BUT myself, for my choices. idk what kind of trouble i'd be if that little girl wasn't born, BELEEEEH DATTTT. she forced me to become a man, a better person. it's like, speeding was MY speed limit before her, now i'm probably going below the speed limit because i know that not just my sorry ass life is in danger, but hers too. and it's like when i get all my paychecks, the first sum of money i take out is her $100 a week day care, $200 in the bank for her college/emergency fund, and then the rest i can buy like a shirt or something for myself lol it's like the only true love i have in my heart is for that girl. if she's crying, im somewhere holding back tears, u know when ur face starts hurting and your eyes burn lmao MOST OF ALL, she taught me respect for the whole female species! everytime i see a nigga do something stupid to a female, i ask them "how would you feel if someone treated your daughter, mother, sister, aunt,neice,cousin that way?" and that hits close to home cause i WISH a nigga would disrespect my daughter, ahhhh that'll be the day lmao physically, im getting older by the day, just like you. mentally, i'm 31 years old because of all the crazy and different things i've learned and experienced just in these past 3 years with Sid. give her her credit!
she made the man you see here today....
2 Comments:
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- K. said...
Thursday, February 19, 2009AWE that was cute. Having a child will instantly change your lifestyle, and for the most part its for the better. My sister is due in March, im pretty excited to become an aunt. If thats your daughter to the right, shes very cute.- Anonymous said...
Thursday, February 19, 2009that was probably the nicest thing i read all week =)
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