Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Friday, May 8, 2009
8 days til my 20th birthday
6 days til Sidney's 3rd birthday
6 days til Sidney's 3rd birthday
4 days til Sidney's mom's 20th birthday
2 days til Mother's day
0 more days til the end of sophmore year
20th birthday is in 8 days. you wanna know what imma do? spend time with my daughter, my sisters, Erin, and then go to the gentleman's club and get wasted. Sidney, me, and her mom are all having a joint party at my mom's house, and i was kicking and screaming throughout the whole idea but it's whatever. she'll be my baby mama forever, and ever, and ever til the end of time and sadly, i can't change that. Mother's day is gonna be the same as always except for the fact that NOW i gotta incorporate my baby mama in there somewhere, make her feel appreciated and shit. damn. im not one of those guys who just hates there child's mother for shits and giggles. after Sidney was born, we weren't really on speaking terms because she was living in LA at the time of..."conception"..and i was living in rhode island i believe. so when she decided to move out here this past summer, to the east coast, i was skeptical. and then her and i started spending more time together and BOOM, i was bangin her every night. but if you're a LOYAL blog follower, what's wrong with that story? yea, i had a girlfriend all last year :/ so shit got rough when she wanted to become wifey and now we barely ever talk unless it's about Sid. she lives 3 1/2 hours away during the school year, but now that shit's over, she's coming back to philly and yea, i'll be bangin her ERRRRR night.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
"At the age of 21 they said I'd be non-existent,
It's that, or pleading the trial or being convicted.
I guess since I'm alive then I beat the statistics
Y'all can all kiss my ass when I am rich,bitch."
It's that, or pleading the trial or being convicted.
I guess since I'm alive then I beat the statistics
Y'all can all kiss my ass when I am rich,bitch."
lol that quote is my LIFE. i love being a walking contradiction....
Operation apartment search is underway. this is in Vorhees (South) New Jersey and i pretty much have it on LOCK :D 2 bedrooms, 2 full baths, balcony. I DIG! for Sid and myself. my mom is really sick that i wanna leave her, but nobody's tryna live with their mom's on the weekends forever over hereeee lol but see imma cat that loves his mom so much that even when i did have my own apartment in north philly, i was at her crib every other day =/ for no apparent reason
this bad boy comes with a full gym, sauna (whatever THAT's for) and some other nice things all for the nice compact price of oh... just a little $1500 per month... :O
Operation apartment search is underway. this is in Vorhees (South) New Jersey and i pretty much have it on LOCK :D 2 bedrooms, 2 full baths, balcony. I DIG! for Sid and myself. my mom is really sick that i wanna leave her, but nobody's tryna live with their mom's on the weekends forever over hereeee lol but see imma cat that loves his mom so much that even when i did have my own apartment in north philly, i was at her crib every other day =/ for no apparent reason
this bad boy comes with a full gym, sauna (whatever THAT's for) and some other nice things all for the nice compact price of oh... just a little $1500 per month... :O
The Back
Sid's Room
My Room
Living Room
Kitchenfuck 08, niggas thinkin 09.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I'm 19 with a baby girl going on 3, just four days before i turn 20.
is it wrong to think that i had part of my adolescence snatched away? no...yet i can't blame any one BUT myself, for my choices. idk what kind of trouble i'd be if that little girl wasn't born, BELEEEEH DATTTT. she forced me to become a man, a better person. it's like, speeding was MY speed limit before her, now i'm probably going below the speed limit because i know that not just my sorry ass life is in danger, but hers too. and it's like when i get all my paychecks, the first sum of money i take out is her $100 a week day care, $200 in the bank for her college/emergency fund, and then the rest i can buy like a shirt or something for myself lol it's like the only true love i have in my heart is for that girl. if she's crying, im somewhere holding back tears, u know when ur face starts hurting and your eyes burn lmao MOST OF ALL, she taught me respect for the whole female species! everytime i see a nigga do something stupid to a female, i ask them "how would you feel if someone treated your daughter, mother, sister, aunt,neice,cousin that way?" and that hits close to home cause i WISH a nigga would disrespect my daughter, ahhhh that'll be the day lmao physically, im getting older by the day, just like you. mentally, i'm 31 years old because of all the crazy and different things i've learned and experienced just in these past 3 years with Sid. give her her credit!
she made the man you see here today....
is it wrong to think that i had part of my adolescence snatched away? no...yet i can't blame any one BUT myself, for my choices. idk what kind of trouble i'd be if that little girl wasn't born, BELEEEEH DATTTT. she forced me to become a man, a better person. it's like, speeding was MY speed limit before her, now i'm probably going below the speed limit because i know that not just my sorry ass life is in danger, but hers too. and it's like when i get all my paychecks, the first sum of money i take out is her $100 a week day care, $200 in the bank for her college/emergency fund, and then the rest i can buy like a shirt or something for myself lol it's like the only true love i have in my heart is for that girl. if she's crying, im somewhere holding back tears, u know when ur face starts hurting and your eyes burn lmao MOST OF ALL, she taught me respect for the whole female species! everytime i see a nigga do something stupid to a female, i ask them "how would you feel if someone treated your daughter, mother, sister, aunt,neice,cousin that way?" and that hits close to home cause i WISH a nigga would disrespect my daughter, ahhhh that'll be the day lmao physically, im getting older by the day, just like you. mentally, i'm 31 years old because of all the crazy and different things i've learned and experienced just in these past 3 years with Sid. give her her credit!
she made the man you see here today....
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas again!
my holidays this year was goodthere was no drama at the dinner table! :O
can't remember the last time that happened
last year, it was a fuckin screamfeast
what i dont understand is why all the dirty laundry
comes out at the christmas dinner table! or thanksgiving!
like you couldnt call her on the phone the day after? shit.
anyway, woke up at like 6am to open presents with these kids
babymama wanted to videotape Sidney opening her gifts
mom had a fuckin huge ass brunch with all her doctor friends
and made me sit there during conversationnnnnn
told them i wanted to be a Pediatric Emer. Rm Physician
and they wouldn't let me go!
i was already feelin sick, and one of them said it might be mono
which i don't believe...cause i had that shit like 4 months ago
so i spent the whole day moping around, my mom was on my ass
but idc..cause this concussion bullshit is making me dizzy whenever i stand
for more than 20 minutes, or move around a lot.
and im hella tired just going up the stairs
so i cant even work out and shit
plus all this pressure in my face is making me wanna lay in the middle of the roaddd
but imma put my bitching aside for one day
for my mom, cause she doesnt do these extravagant things often
so hey =/
Sunday, December 7, 2008
today i took my little girl & her mom to go see Santa in the mall
and everybody's like "ohhhhh,awwwww,omgggggggggg"
and im just like staring at her..she realized it cause she starts
hitting me in the face lmao and she saw snow for the first time
in her lifeeeeeeeeee today, so i hadddd to take her outside in the jumper.
and the reason im writing about this..
is cause i dont understandddd, how a nigga can walk away from something
that he doesn't even know. i mean, i guess it's easy to walk away before they're born
cause u dont know the kid, and got no emotional attachment to em
but really, that's jus a bitch ass,weak ass,pussy ass move
if u couldn't provide, shoulda wrapped that shit up.
like looking at my daughter, i couldn't just walk out and never see her again
and everybody's like "ohhhhh,awwwww,omgggggggggg"
and im just like staring at her..she realized it cause she starts
hitting me in the face lmao and she saw snow for the first time
in her lifeeeeeeeeee today, so i hadddd to take her outside in the jumper.
and the reason im writing about this..
is cause i dont understandddd, how a nigga can walk away from something
that he doesn't even know. i mean, i guess it's easy to walk away before they're born
cause u dont know the kid, and got no emotional attachment to em
but really, that's jus a bitch ass,weak ass,pussy ass move
if u couldn't provide, shoulda wrapped that shit up.
like looking at my daughter, i couldn't just walk out and never see her again
Thursday, November 27, 2008
HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO EVERYONEEEEEEEEE!
via laptop in The Hamptons, NY.
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