A Man's Thoughts

last night was the best night i can remember having for a WHILE.

i was bored. i'd dropped Sidney off at her other grandma's house in the AM
didn't have to work, didn't have any sports practices or meetings or NOTHING
all other members of STAT were on their campuses doing their shit
so being bored as i was, laying at my mom's on my Cali King going thru old texts

somehow, i ended up on the phone with ER, who really hated me from the last fuck up, the worst outta all 5,010,868,924 of 'em.

i told her i wanted to make her feel better, tried to go to cheescake factory, or friday's, chili's pizza hut SOMETHING.

i ain't expect her to still wanna rock with me, but i just wanted shit to at least be COOL between us, cordial since i have to see her every wednesday in philo and psych. and i just hate when people hate me...

she said NO. but insisted that i drop off some "UV BLUE" and then dip.


nobody drinks alone. why would i let her drink alone? my conscious murdered me on my way out, i went back. and i FOUGHT her for it. and she won. and i won because she had won...

now you're probably like WTF?
let's put it this way
in a sense, im glad she was semi-passed out laying on my chest.

because i NEVER knew my heart could actually skip a beat ....