A Man's Thoughts

i don't mind if a girl cries, because that's life. people are sensitive blablablah. but when i know that I, myself, TJ Miles, made a female cry that's where my guilty conscious kicks in and im just feeling horrible about myself at the moment.

WARNING: about to get real personal and detailed (STORY MODE)

tomorrow would've made me and my ex a year of togetherness. we only broke up about a month ago, it feels like it was this morning. but i hid it well with a new prospect, Erin. Erin is also a pre-med student at UPenn, so it's the fact that she's so close that makes it so easy..... Erin knew my situation with the wife and we then soon entered a strictly friends with benefits relationship. i'm not stupid. i know in these types of situations, SOMEBODY catches feelings and it ends in tears and me feeling like an ass. but between my hormones and stress and dickhead-ocity, i didn't care. note* at this time, i had NO contact with my ex whatsoever. so recently, because it was nearing the anniversary date, my ex has been hitting me up NON-STOP talking about she just wants to talk. do i wanna talk to her? fuck no. FUCKKKKK NO. but i do it anyway.

3 words. sex, sex and MORE sex. like never before.
all through which Erin called me 3x.

FUCK.