A Man's Thoughts

i will not trust another female in my whole entire life.
see, NOW is when i understand how females get into that whole "i don't trust men" thing with men being a very general/vague category.
and that's because of traumatic experiences that have fucked up their whole views on life. making them unable to love, trust, put their 100 into anything.
i, my fellow bloggers, am one of those people.
i understand how "not all people are the same" but wen u THOUGHT u had someone
that you could honestly trust with all your heart, u take urself outta the game.
i sacrificed everything but my own seed for this girl, and she betrays me.
betrays me to the point where i can't have any communication with her OR dude
simply because you will hear my name on my 10 o'clock news nationwide.
(we'll leave that open for interpretation...)

heartbroken? VERY.

i'll admit, after i bought a new pair of black and white converse,
i felt slightlyyyyyy better.