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Sunday, March 8, 2009
so techincally i'm on "vacation" in miami, with my brother from another Jayson. my LAX team is flying up to Cocoa Beach on tuesday for spring training camp, but i came up early to miami because i THOUGHT what i needed was a vacation... but where i went wrong was i didn't make shit at HOME right first. so i came out here with all the stress in the WORLD on my shoulders. and when you're just laying around on the beach that shit really gets to you...
to make things short and sweet, i have/had a girlfriend.
she did me wrong.
i did her wrong.
we both did each other wrong at the same time.
she did me the dirtiest you could to to a nigga, took a nigga's manhood
and i TH0UGHT that was the end of that
so i began to move on, not knowing she wanted to fix everything
and i did her even wrong-er.
now she's done
i [thought] i was done
but i'm not.
hence, the bobby v slow jam on the blog lol
honestly, if i told you i was over her, i'd be lying. if i told you i didn't love her more than i love myself, i'd be lying. if i told you i wouldn't give up my '09 N-gator to be perfect with her, i'd be lying. im a nigga with a tough shell. but i'm ADMITTING for the first time in my 19 almost 20 year life that i'm overwhelmed and i can't figure out how to cope.
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pajamas are usd for home.
now if u jst super chilln at th
casa and need to make a quik run
to th store
thn itts understandable
but some ppl
jst dgaf
AT ALL!!!