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Friday, December 19, 2008

So On Friday morning, after my Art History final (which i heard i aced)
i went to get my dreads...(no pics, i looked FUCKED UPPPPP)
and i did...and i was driving ( i initially thought i was walking, but the police say diff)
and it was a green light, but a car decided to cross on a red light
so i got hit, my car swerved and hit another on the passenger side and i was ejected
i flew about 25-30 ft so i heard
and fell flat on my FACE, but i only broke my nose, thank god.

so me thinking im superman, i try to get up
but the pressure and pain in my head forced me to faint and become unconcious

i wake up to find myself in the hospital, but i was in sooooo much pain
i couldn't move my mouth to talk..and then the nurse tells me what happened
and im just like..ahhh fuck...wait , wheres my blackberry ! true story
and the nurse is like "the impact of the car was so sudden and violent, that your brain actually shook within your skull.."
there you have it.. a grade 3 concussion, the most severe kind.

so she did some short term memory tests. like what day is it today
and i hear that i didn't know. and they showed me pictures of people and tried to tell me their names
but i couldn't remember (this is what my girlfriend is telling me)
and my vision is SOOOOO fucked up! like they made me take out my contacts and wont let me have glasses
and sometimes my eyes will like zoom in super fine on something, and i can see perfectly
and sometimes, i can't see ANYTHINGGGG
my speech is fuckin slurred as shit
can't walk, my equilibrium is totally off

last night,while i was asleep, i had all these different machines hooked up to my head
the nurse had to wake me up every HOUR, to make sure i COULD wake up
my head hurts sooooooooooo bad, i feel like i broke my skull!

so they transfer me to NY Presbetyrian Head & Trauma unit or somethingg neurology this morning
and it feels a tiny bit better. my vision is somewhat better, but looking at light hurts
but still can't walk, my nose is still broken, my head is throbbing, there's so much pressure in my face,
i feel like it might explode any second now.
plus all the scrapes and bruises..plus i reinjured the shoulder i was supposed to have surgery on the 19th
i can't remember what happened, someone always has to remind me
i get that tube feeding because i can't move my jaw it hurts so bad
i have about 40 cords hooked up to my body, i feel like an ALIEN

I HAVE NO PHONE! im stuck with a laptop!

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