A Man's Thoughts

since i'm going into my last year of school, i have to start looking at grad schools. among my choices are UPenn (current), Temple, Drexel because those are in my area and i used to not wanna be away from my now ex-girlfriend and daughter. but i cannot STAND to be in this area anymore. so i've included 3 NY schools in that. yup, 2hrs away. i'll have to sign custody over to her mother, and i'll visit her as often as possible.

unless ..

deuces!
we ain't got no future in tomorrow
i'm a "dick"
so it shouldn't be that hard to swallow

i'm growing a set and getting another tattoo
i HATE pain. and i'll admit, i have a low pain threshold
the first two tattoos were out of STRICTLY good causes
(the year 2006 on my tricep in roman numerals to recognize what a lifechanging year that was for me, and Sidney down my side)
this a "Black Light" tattoo and it's very rare that you'll find some place that does it. i found the only reputable place in philly that does and i'm doing it.
It's completely invisible in regular light, but glows in the dark under a black light. The ink is 100% safe, but it's guap-o as hell.

im thinking:
"love. a luxury i can't afford"
"the goal isn't to live forever; it's to create something that will"
"couldn't wait for success, so i went ahead without it"
"don't wish it were easier , wish you were better"
"minor setback for a major comeback"
"Let Go. Let God."

[in NO PARTICULAR ORDER]
-broke up with my girlfriend/baby mama
-my older sister got married
-my brother was sent back to Iraq, and has a baby girl due in june
-i got back with my girlfriend/baby mama
-i finished my junior year at University of Pennsylvania
-took my MCAT exam (medical school entry) and did pretty fucking well
-i cheated for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE
-i turned 21
-joined the DROID nation
-Sidney turned 4
-got promoted as a supervisor at victoria's secret
-Sidney had a hospitalization-required seizure
-i lost 6 family members to the earthquake in haiti